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Moments when I don't know if it's real
22 September 2009 @ 05:19 pm
15 September 2009 @ 05:15 pm
Charlie Brown: I think I'm afraid to be happy.
Lucy: How can you be afraid to be happy?
Charlie Brown: Because whenever you get too happy, something bad always happens.
Current Location: Office
Current Mood: 
calm
calm11 September 2009 @ 02:28 pm
i wanna die cos im so hungry and here i am searching for places to eat plus good foods for tomorrow's outing.
seeing thoses yummy pictures in every food's blog, make me wanna eat the whole CPU up.
hahhaha, joke. why the hell didnt i bring the whole soya pudding to work! :(
okay, update later! awhile more ah. hehe
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You know sometimes i should just stop envying stuffs i dont have and be goddamn happy with what i have now.
life's unfair, very unfair. especially to me.
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alrightie, happy post!
Yesterday, i met up with India at City Hall MRT after work! :D last min decision.
you know everyone's "soon" can really cheat your feelings. LOL
we headed to COMEX FAIR and godddd, it was so crowded and BIG. haha can you imagine seeing so many familiar faces? even my younger sister is working there o.o
first stop we went was the Sony Department and small world i tell you. saw Yiqian and one of the cw db guy working there while we were looking for cameras and asking for options. lol
nice, so decided to head to the top floor. squeezeeeee thru the damn crowds, more cameras but hard to decide too! lol damn i still love the samsung camera! :( so freaking cool i tell you. i ll loveeee the person to hell if whoever buys me that.HAHAHAH KIDDING
decided to go back to the Sony department and this time, SAMANTHA WAS WORKING THERE.
aahahah, damn shocking i tell you that we can AHHH/OMGGGG/EHHH like no tmr.HAHAHH
3 person i knew working tgt and they knew each other! okay maybe 4, one of the past memories i have with my classmates in SJC! hehe
sooo, I BOUGHT SONY CAMERA after deciding here and there:( damn stress i tell you and what's more, ITS OUT OF MY FREAKING BUDGET!:( WALAU
lol, saw Mich jackson PK and karen tooooo~ so yes, had a good talk with sam and got her to earn abit of commission. im sucha kind soul i tell you.HAHAH
$349 down in the drain~ and i felt this </3 LOL
but well, got a DVD player free (O.O) 8 and 4 gb of memory card and so on. haha
so it's all cooooooool~
headed to Raffles City to get a drink and chit chat.
had this Blended Green Tea which sandra actually loved it so much that she got 2 cups of it-.-
lol, had sucha great time with this woman of mine. we can talk like no tmr i tell you. haahh
really miss having sucha great time with her alone, just her and me. lol
the past especially,like who dont miss the past? hahah i do miss it alot.
got home late like 10 plus, gave mum and dad the dvd player, okay like duh. lol
slept very late like almost to 1am thanks to the packing and the camera. haha
and guess what?! MY PARENT BLESSED ME $150 FOR THE CAMERA. HAHHAHAHA \m/
hehe, okay damn cool. at least alil more money to spend. lol
and yes, it's Friday now. half an hour more til my weekend offically starts!
life's boring~
seeing thoses yummy pictures in every food's blog, make me wanna eat the whole CPU up.
hahhaha, joke. why the hell didnt i bring the whole soya pudding to work! :(
okay, update later! awhile more ah. hehe
-
You know sometimes i should just stop envying stuffs i dont have and be goddamn happy with what i have now.
life's unfair, very unfair. especially to me.
-
alrightie, happy post!
Yesterday, i met up with India at City Hall MRT after work! :D last min decision.
you know everyone's "soon" can really cheat your feelings. LOL
we headed to COMEX FAIR and godddd, it was so crowded and BIG. haha can you imagine seeing so many familiar faces? even my younger sister is working there o.o
first stop we went was the Sony Department and small world i tell you. saw Yiqian and one of the cw db guy working there while we were looking for cameras and asking for options. lol
nice, so decided to head to the top floor. squeezeeeee thru the damn crowds, more cameras but hard to decide too! lol damn i still love the samsung camera! :( so freaking cool i tell you. i ll loveeee the person to hell if whoever buys me that.HAHAHAH KIDDING
decided to go back to the Sony department and this time, SAMANTHA WAS WORKING THERE.
aahahah, damn shocking i tell you that we can AHHH/OMGGGG/EHHH like no tmr.HAHAHH
3 person i knew working tgt and they knew each other! okay maybe 4, one of the past memories i have with my classmates in SJC! hehe
sooo, I BOUGHT SONY CAMERA after deciding here and there:( damn stress i tell you and what's more, ITS OUT OF MY FREAKING BUDGET!:( WALAU
lol, saw Mich jackson PK and karen tooooo~ so yes, had a good talk with sam and got her to earn abit of commission. im sucha kind soul i tell you.HAHAH
$349 down in the drain~ and i felt this </3 LOL
but well, got a DVD player free (O.O) 8 and 4 gb of memory card and so on. haha
so it's all cooooooool~
headed to Raffles City to get a drink and chit chat.
had this Blended Green Tea which sandra actually loved it so much that she got 2 cups of it-.-
lol, had sucha great time with this woman of mine. we can talk like no tmr i tell you. haahh
really miss having sucha great time with her alone, just her and me. lol
the past especially,like who dont miss the past? hahah i do miss it alot.
got home late like 10 plus, gave mum and dad the dvd player, okay like duh. lol
slept very late like almost to 1am thanks to the packing and the camera. haha
and guess what?! MY PARENT BLESSED ME $150 FOR THE CAMERA. HAHHAHAHA \m/
hehe, okay damn cool. at least alil more money to spend. lol
and yes, it's Friday now. half an hour more til my weekend offically starts!
life's boring~
Current Location: Office
Current Mood: 
hungry
hungry09 September 2009 @ 04:57 pm
ohkay, lack of updates, i know. i doubt anyone will even read my LJ anymore. haha
ohwellz, update for the sake of it. lol
SATURDAY
headed to gym with love in the morning, before that we cabbed to his aunt's house to get the car and off to the gym. thought we re going to other gym like what he told me, but got cheated. haha
so gym was goody! sucha long time i didnt even touch any weights, probably ever since Sandra got her exams and she busy mugging!:\ so yea, it was all coooooool~
bathed and headed to the cathay for our movie, "The Time Traveler's wife"! hahah
was planning to watch it at VV but it's fully booked! -.-
so yea, the movie was great! maybe it can be alililililililil confusing, but it's all cool la.
not a really tear jerking kind of movie, probably at the end of the movie. lol
loveeee it.
headed to my dad's place to eat! hahahah
my dad prepared alot of foodie for us and i can never get sick and tired of it.
hahah, overall the bill was still cheap. HAHAHH less than 35? lol -.-
but wellzzzz, dont think it's a good day to eat sucha nice place with nice ambience too. ah ha
clarkquay and home.
SUNDAY
went for KBCC training! finally saw so many faces that i have not seen in donkey years.
training however was alright too. Girls eh, not much attendances cos the rest having exams?
Sharon not there la dey! lol. and my muscles aching like cowdung.
bathed and headed to JP for movie! 'DanceFlick'.
and omg, dont watch that! totally waste your money on that movie,lameshit like anything.
regreted much.
NewYorkNewYork for lunch! heh, nice nice. i loveeeee~
alv's hse and his time to book in!
MONDAY
work was alright, somehow getting better and better?
probably got used to it already la. hahah all the boredom and all.
after work, met up with my mum and my sister for dinner.
surprisely, my mum actually suggusted it and it's kinda goody.
half way she called again and told me to see whatever sport shoes i wanna buy from the store and meet her there. O.O lol
reached AMK, met up with sis and headed to Basement.
loooked around and see whatever shoes i like and found a shoes kinda eh nice?
mum reached, tried on the shoes but dont have my size!? -.-
after so many tries, the sales person told me it's a junior shoe! -.-
neh......so whatever, saw another pair of shoes and yes my mum paid for me. hahah
and my mum bought for my sister Levis watch! O.O
hahah coolnessssss.
KFC for dinner and headed to NTUC.
saw Kim, Chesie(?) and Nazi! totally scared them manz!
and Kim's expression damn damn hilarious! HAHHAH
homed after that~
My mum totally gave my sister and I a shocked but probably the best day of the year. haha
just in time for the Standard Charter run! lol
TUESDAY
was late for work! and i lied saying that i was having gastric! hahaha
okay, im sucha liar.
so anw, work was still the same~
after work, headed to Clementi to meet up with Sandra!
miss that place alot, totally miss going to school manz. ohwell.
bus ed to town, met up with Lech,Shawn,Lex and Andy otw!
goody time spent and also Gay3 and NANA came to joined us..
miss that bitch alot, and god, she's getting hotter and hotter everytime i see her. hahah
watched Final Destination and bloody hell i ll never watch thoses kind anymore.
i covered my eyes and ears most of the time, totally waste my money. hahah
bused home~
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okay, will edit my post with picturessss when im back from work!
this week gona head down to Comex 09 to get Camera if i saw any i like! haah
kinda still in the midst of deciding which brand or whatsoever. did research during work and still couldnt find anything leh. ah ha.....
cant wait to get hold on my personal camera! heh
probably heading down tmr with san so love and i wont have to squeeze ourself in on weekends.
and maybe lesser shits to shit about. ah haz.
i love this Samsung Camera alot! but sad thing it's over my budget! DAMNSHIT.
week passed pretty fast, and it's wednesday already.
weekends are soon gna be here....................................
AH HA.
confused04 September 2009 @ 05:01 pm
I CANT WAIT TO WATCH TIME TRAVELERS WIFE.
watched their trailer and damn it's good! lol
my kind of movie i must say, hoho same goes to New moon! heh
okay, im left with 15 mins or so to be knock off from work.
damn it's fast! idk why but still the same routine as before? maybe prehaps im not really looking forward to every single thing tht's why time is flying pretty fast. ah ha. dont ask me whyyyyyy.
k bye..
OHOH, GOTTTA MY PAYCHECK! HEHEHEHEH
blank02 September 2009 @ 08:08 pm
can you believe i was all so happy and positive in my life during work?
probably becos i read this webby with full of hopes, leaving me positive and be happy with whatever shit i have.
but you know what? shits happened when i got home and everything leaving me into how fucked up my life actually am.
seriously whenever i m happy or whatever shits, everything will turn upside down within a few hours or so.
fuck shit.fml seriously.
im fucking sensitive, i have the most childish thinking ever.
say, say what you needa say.
can you believe that im actually numb with all your shits you said?
Current Mood: 
discontent
discontent02 September 2009 @ 02:15 pm
I've always had low self-esteem, and on the wrong day, just looking in the mirror can make me cry. Today was one of those days, until my three year old daughter walked up, hugged me and said "You're the most beautiful mama in the world." My daughter GMH.
A long time ago, I was on the verge of committing suicide when a guy came to the roof to have lunch. He saw me climbing over the railing and asked me to share his lunch with him. After receiving my puzzled look, he explained, "everyone should die happy. or at least with a full stomach." We celebrated our 10th wedding anniversary last month. GMH.
One of my classmates in high school had leukemia, and he was really depressed after his first round of chemo when he came to school with no hair. When they found out about it, all 70+ members of the varsity football team shaved their heads too. Their yearbook picture is the most beautiful thing I've ever seen. GMH
My little brother was very sick with Pneumonia, and my parents hadn't been sleeping well, having to get up and help him every few hours to change the settings on the air purifier to make him comfortable. One morning, my dad was sleepwalking around the house, telling us he was "Making a robot" to help Alex. Being a loving dad, even while asleep, GMH
Today in the Walmart parking lot I saw an older couple, not exactly what you would call fit, leaving the store. The woman was carrying a bag and the man leaned over and took it from her. Thats when I saw him whisper something in her ear. Suddenly she broke into a run, as did he. She won the race to the truck. Her prize was a kiss. GMH.
givemehope.
A long time ago, I was on the verge of committing suicide when a guy came to the roof to have lunch. He saw me climbing over the railing and asked me to share his lunch with him. After receiving my puzzled look, he explained, "everyone should die happy. or at least with a full stomach." We celebrated our 10th wedding anniversary last month. GMH.
One of my classmates in high school had leukemia, and he was really depressed after his first round of chemo when he came to school with no hair. When they found out about it, all 70+ members of the varsity football team shaved their heads too. Their yearbook picture is the most beautiful thing I've ever seen. GMH
My little brother was very sick with Pneumonia, and my parents hadn't been sleeping well, having to get up and help him every few hours to change the settings on the air purifier to make him comfortable. One morning, my dad was sleepwalking around the house, telling us he was "Making a robot" to help Alex. Being a loving dad, even while asleep, GMH
Today in the Walmart parking lot I saw an older couple, not exactly what you would call fit, leaving the store. The woman was carrying a bag and the man leaned over and took it from her. Thats when I saw him whisper something in her ear. Suddenly she broke into a run, as did he. She won the race to the truck. Her prize was a kiss. GMH.
givemehope.
refreshed01 September 2009 @ 04:38 pm
im so tired and sleepy and boringggg~
lol, imagine staring at the computer screen for 6 hours or so X_x
i can die, totally not much things to do except for frankling of mails and eh doing some doc for my paycheck.
other than that, nothing more. i totally feel like whining right now.
i feel fat, have been eating and eating non stop!
i couldnt stop eating even thou i wanna lose weight damn badly! sighzzzz
anw, heard quite a few new songs from the radio.
one of them was from Disney's star or whatever you call that, title was "Send it all" and trust me. the song damn nice and relaxing. heh
paycheckpaycheckpaycheck!
i just bought 2 top online yday when i was blog hopping around!
nehhhhh. but i like~ hahahha, hopefully it's not another impulse buy.
Send it all- Disney Stars
A words, just a word
'til you mean what you say
And love, isn’t love
'til you give it away
We've all got to give
Yeah, something to give
To make a change
Send it on (send it on)
On and on (on and on)
Just one hand can heal another
Be a part (be a part)
Reach a heart (reach a heart)
Just one spark starts a fire
With one little action the chain reaction
Will never stop
Make us strong
Shine a light and send it on
Just Smile (just smile)
And the world (and the world)
Will smile
along with you..
That small act of love
That’s meant for one
Will become two
If we take the chances
to change circumstances
Imagine all we can do
Send it on (send it on)
On and on (on and on)
Just one hand can heal another
Be a part (be a part)
Reach a heart (reach a heart)
Just one spark starts a fire
With one little action the chain reaction
Will never stop
Make us strong
Shine a light and send it on
Send it on..
There’s power in all of the choices we make
So I’m starting now there’s not a moment to wait
A word, just a word
'til you mean what you say
And love, isn’t love
'til you give it away
Send it on (send it on)
On and on (on and on)
Just one hand can heal another
Be a part (be a part)
Reach a heart (reach a heart)
Just one spark starts a fire
With one little action the chain reaction
We'll help it start
Make us strong
Shine a light and send it on
Send it on
Just one hand can heal another
Be a part (be a part)
Reach a heart (reach a heart)
Just one spark starts a fire
With one little action the chain reaction
We'll help it start
Make us strong
Shine a light and send it on
Shine a light and send it on
Shine a light and send it on
GONA BE A OH-SO-ROMANTIC MOVIE! heh i likeeee~
sleepy31 August 2009 @ 03:10 pm
FRIDAY
milk teas are ftw^^
Met up with baby after work, slacked and headed to JP for dinner.
had steamboatie at one of the resturant. hahah, it was goody. love the tomyam.
and miss love like anything.
SATURDAY
HAPPY 21th BIRTHDAY TO MY BELOVED BABY. HAHHA
lava lava many.
spent our day eating/movie/slacking/talking, the things i planned for probably weeks didnt go well.
what to do? plans dont go by its way, or maybe they are bias towards me and only me. always i tell you.
they dont like the things i planned but only likes others want lo. lamepok.
but things were all coolzz. we cabbed to Suntec and lunched at Sizzler.
food was great, didnt expected it to be eh not overly my budget. hahah, thanks to the lunch meal la.
love their steak, their eat-all-you-can salad, however, i didnt eat that much too.
first we are lack of time as our movie is at 210pm and ive got no appetite. ah ha
so we tried to eat fast and yes.
bus ed to Dhoby afterwhich, caught BandSlam. movie was good, for someone who loveeees musics should definitely watch it. even thou they should have more pretty and handsome ppl inside.HAHHA kidding.
headed to Wheelock after the movie and changed jacket size for baby's gift.
glad he love the jacket despite having the wrong size in the first place la. lol
cabbed down to Vivo, (work = money = pampered) hehe, ate at Pasta Mania.
had Pizza and i didnt know their pizza taste damn nice.haha, and baby had this apple crumple pizza. damn nice also and cheap! lol
was planning to sit cable car but love dont want cos too ex for just a ride o.o
so we slacked and chilled and talked.
cabbed home after that, again. ah ha
overall, the day was a complete failure.AH HA.
no, i am. but with love's company, it definitely made my day.
SUNDAY
ohkay, let me see what ive got to say about sunday.
it was definitely a much better day than the previous want becos i didnt do the planning, love did.
see what i meant. haha
so we cabbed to Little India, Mutafas to get tibits for both of us. i need healthy snack for work,seriously.
lol. went searching for Rowell Road for this Shanghai Toy museum. my first time been there even thou it's small but it's unique and damn cool and vintage. gonna find one day to visit Emint Toy Museum!
haha, had a great time there. cam wored and seeing pretty toys. not much of people there at all, and they even sold toys there! cool or what. hahahah
came across this pretty galleries!
afterwhich, headed to Mac to grab a bite! seriously,so getting fatter.
ate lunch and after 2 hours, there i am eating mac! =.-
decided to walk around desker road, cos we heard that "ducks" usually roam around there to earn money, BUT WE DONT SEE ANY LEH OTHER THAN BANGALAS. maybe prehaps becos it's raining like kittens and puppies for the whole day til no business. haha. sianz, i did a research actually and they said desker road is only full of "chickens". idk leh
"ducks" are like more cooler to see than "cheap chickens"HAHHAAH :X
trained to Boon Lay, bought some thingy and pretty happy with it.
but now im broke like anything. so cant wait for my paycheck to come.
baby rest alil and dinner and off to camp!:(
time passed fast like anything huh? lol
I'm still loving you,like it was for the first time.
MONDAY
today, always feeling the monday blues. woke up pretty early, feeling so tired and sianzzz.
hahah. nvm! probably 1 month plus more! hehe
pay coming in most pro this week! HAHA
but i need to stop spending too much and start to save! yes.
ohkay, shall end here. wordy post for now, pictures will be insert to the post tonight!
heh
oh and i bought 3M ACNE Patch and other thingy at Watson.
hhaha, 98.7 intro this and i wanna try it! cos my face is getting worstttttttttttttttttttttttttttt with pimplesssssssssssss!
damn
milk teas are ftw^^
Met up with baby after work, slacked and headed to JP for dinner.
had steamboatie at one of the resturant. hahah, it was goody. love the tomyam.
and miss love like anything.
SATURDAY
HAPPY 21th BIRTHDAY TO MY BELOVED BABY. HAHHA
lava lava many.
spent our day eating/movie/slacking/talking, the things i planned for probably weeks didnt go well.
what to do? plans dont go by its way, or maybe they are bias towards me and only me. always i tell you.
they dont like the things i planned but only likes others want lo. lamepok.
but things were all coolzz. we cabbed to Suntec and lunched at Sizzler.
food was great, didnt expected it to be eh not overly my budget. hahah, thanks to the lunch meal la.
love their steak, their eat-all-you-can salad, however, i didnt eat that much too.
first we are lack of time as our movie is at 210pm and ive got no appetite. ah ha
so we tried to eat fast and yes.
bus ed to Dhoby afterwhich, caught BandSlam. movie was good, for someone who loveeees musics should definitely watch it. even thou they should have more pretty and handsome ppl inside.HAHHA kidding.
headed to Wheelock after the movie and changed jacket size for baby's gift.
glad he love the jacket despite having the wrong size in the first place la. lol
cabbed down to Vivo, (work = money = pampered) hehe, ate at Pasta Mania.
had Pizza and i didnt know their pizza taste damn nice.haha, and baby had this apple crumple pizza. damn nice also and cheap! lol
was planning to sit cable car but love dont want cos too ex for just a ride o.o
so we slacked and chilled and talked.
cabbed home after that, again. ah ha
overall, the day was a complete failure.AH HA.
no, i am. but with love's company, it definitely made my day.
"no matter how many times I get hurt because of you, I won't leave you. Because even if I have a hundred reasons to leave you, I'll look for that one reason to fight for you."
SUNDAY
ohkay, let me see what ive got to say about sunday.
it was definitely a much better day than the previous want becos i didnt do the planning, love did.
see what i meant. haha
so we cabbed to Little India, Mutafas to get tibits for both of us. i need healthy snack for work,seriously.
lol. went searching for Rowell Road for this Shanghai Toy museum. my first time been there even thou it's small but it's unique and damn cool and vintage. gonna find one day to visit Emint Toy Museum!
haha, had a great time there. cam wored and seeing pretty toys. not much of people there at all, and they even sold toys there! cool or what. hahahah
came across this pretty galleries!
afterwhich, headed to Mac to grab a bite! seriously,so getting fatter.
ate lunch and after 2 hours, there i am eating mac! =.-
decided to walk around desker road, cos we heard that "ducks" usually roam around there to earn money, BUT WE DONT SEE ANY LEH OTHER THAN BANGALAS. maybe prehaps becos it's raining like kittens and puppies for the whole day til no business. haha. sianz, i did a research actually and they said desker road is only full of "chickens". idk leh
"ducks" are like more cooler to see than "cheap chickens"HAHHAAH :X
trained to Boon Lay, bought some thingy and pretty happy with it.
but now im broke like anything. so cant wait for my paycheck to come.
baby rest alil and dinner and off to camp!:(
time passed fast like anything huh? lol
I'm still loving you,like it was for the first time.
MONDAY
today, always feeling the monday blues. woke up pretty early, feeling so tired and sianzzz.
hahah. nvm! probably 1 month plus more! hehe
pay coming in most pro this week! HAHA
but i need to stop spending too much and start to save! yes.
ohkay, shall end here. wordy post for now, pictures will be insert to the post tonight!
heh
oh and i bought 3M ACNE Patch and other thingy at Watson.
hhaha, 98.7 intro this and i wanna try it! cos my face is getting worstttttttttttttttttttttttttttt with pimplesssssssssssss!
damn
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